
I’m discovering it’s harder & harder to be clever as the days pass.
I’d love to sit here & write a tale of Winter’s wretched backlash, of Spring’s mournful lament.
Something silly or something poetic.

But the words just aren’t coming.
Like the ripples of the rice field my mind just seems to be sputtering along.
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One blip after another…but nothing humorous, nothing poignant, nothing exciting.
It snowed.
A lot.

I’m distracted because I got a call from the Neurologist this morning.
No definite news – several of the blood tests aren’t back yet (including the one for Lyme disease), but it would seem that all signs point to MS.
And now I’m scheduled to go back to Seoul this coming Wednesday for a lumbar puncture.
So yeah…a little distracted tonight.

And desperately trying to remember that everything used to be this warm & green.
And that it will be again.












I can feel your emotion from your writing and I wish there was something I could do. Anything…. I’m sorry you’re going through this.
Hang in there girl. Thinking about you over here in TX.
I hate the waiting. Hate it. But…..that gives me more time to pray!
Now is the time for faith and courage. Much easier advice to give than to receive, I know. Sometimes the best we can do is just get through it, accepting the fact that we have no control over more things than we would like to admit. I’m so very sorry all this is happening to you, my new friend. Just know that my thoughts and prayers remain with you. There is a line from one of my favorite movies that goes”That which does not kill us makes us stronger”. Keep getting stronger and stronger, sweetie!
I 2nd what Scott said….
Just know we’re thinking of you always
XOXO
My thoughts and prayers are with you each day, my blogging friend.